Look At The Sky For Hope

But I hope that I’m not one of those girls who ends up regretting their marriage.

I really want to marry the person I’m truly in love with and can spend the rest of my life with. Sometimes I feel dumb for thinking that exists, that two people can be happy with each other forever, but then I try to tell myself that I only think that because of my parents and how they ended up. I also tell myself that most people marry the wrong people which is why there are so many divorces or unhappy marriages.

So I really hope I’m not one of those. It would be nice to be happy with one person for the rest of my life.

Andres was the one who made me start to believe in marriage. I always told myself that I wouldn’t get married, that I didn’t need a piece of paper to stay with someone for the rest of my life, that it would be easier to break up than get divorced, etc. But he made me believe that love is real and that marriage can be a beautiful thing.

So I hope that I can prove that not all marriages are like my parent’s marriage. And I hope that my children will have faith in love and marriage. I hope that they find that special person to be with for the rest of their lives. I hope they can happy and married and have children.

I’m 16 years old and all I want is for my future children to be happy, happier than I am.
I’m 16 years old and all I want is for my future children to have hope.
I’m 16 years old and all I want is for my future children to care about people.
I’m 16 years old and all I want is for my future children to experience a family, a real family with a mom and a dad and siblings and even cousins and aunts and uncles.
I’m 16 years old and all I want is for my future children to be happy.

I’m 16 years old and all I want is to be a good mother.
I’m 16 years old and all I want is to be loved.
I’m 16 years old and all I want is to be complete.